I've no idea why I flare up so easily.
Today during maths lesson, Ys really does have nothing to do, the moment Greg was about to say out. I was totally so damn angry, I feel like throwing my pencil case at him. But second thought, my pens and other will fly around. Then I try to calm myself down, if he say another word, there goes my flying calculator. Then ys was about to open his mouth and I warn him to shut up or he comfirm see my calculator to flying towards his face.
Its like damn it lah, Greg spread to ys. Then greg and ys spread to Belle and Jian. Still nvm, maybe just a joke or anything. But everything still got a limit okay! I feel its okay since you 4 are my good friends. But yet, they still want to spread. You want the whole school to know then happy is it! I already have a controlling myself and telling myself, I believe JAGSY won't say out because I trust them. But however, it seems that I'm wrong! Fuck. Another incident, during Mother Tongue lesson. Teacher is already scolding us for being noisy and exams is in less than 3 weeks. Then no idea why, that stupid Nick would still have the mood to shout across the class to ask how to spell the "word"? And teacher is there scolding. He was there asking Ys, then still shouting to ask Greg. Don't you have the basic manner for teacher? Then I turn around and scolded "shut up" to them. By then, they are willing to shut up. Yet, the crazy Eleven was there adding in, " you own self also talk then ask people shut up". So what he expect me to do?! Still talking and laughing when teacher is still scolding us?! Sorry, I can't do that. I'm not as ill-mannered as you, who always interrupt people when we are having our own conversation or to yawn loudly in front of teachers when they are teaching. Most of the teachers have already given up on Eleven. Yet, some still have the will or waking him up from his sleep to listen for lessons. Yet, he own self can't appreciate it. And he still got the cheek to say he wants to go Raffles Institution. Conclusion of the day : People doesn't know how to behave themself until they are being scolded? Or they like being scolded. No idea...... -___-
